The In-Between

After three very long years of infertility, my husband and I finally saw a positive pregnancy test. It felt unreal. After years of waiting, hoping, and heartbreak, we were finally going to have a baby. When we found out we were having a boy, our joy only grew.

Pregnancy was not easy. We had a scare at 12 weeks, and I was exhausted—physically, emotionally, spiritually—but none of it took away from how deeply we loved him or how badly we wanted him here.

At 21 weeks and 5 days, our son was born. Bodhi Wayne Fisher lived for 108 minutes. In those 108 minutes, he was perfect. He was and is loved beyond measure. And when we had to say goodbye, our world shattered. We are grateful for every moment we had with him, but no amount of time with your child is ever enough.

After his death, the world kept moving while ours completely stopped. We were left in a place of crushing loneliness, grief, and silence—feeling invisible, misunderstood, and unsure of where to put all this pain. Loss like this changes you, and it isolates you in ways no one prepares you for.

We created The In-Between because no family should have to walk through this kind of grief alone. Our mission is to sit in the hard, the messy, and the unbearable with grieving families—to honor their babies, to hold space for their pain, and to remind them that their love, their grief, and their story matter. Always.